Mama long legs

Wednesday, February 9th, 2005

5:37 pm - NEWS!!!!

I just got in a huge fight with my mom here is what happened: First off I had a really bad day so I was in one of my fuck you moods. I got home and called my mom and asked her if she could get me Sonic after work and she said yes. 5 minutes later she calls back saying she can't get it for me cause she has to hurry up and get home, so I automaticly start screaming at her. I said " Great now I can't fucking eat, I'm so fucking hungry and you cant wait a couple of minutes in the fucking drive thru?" The I hung up on her. Then she walked in the house screaming at me saying she has never been talked to like that ever, and she said she hates me, and she wants me to move with my dad when he moves to Streamwood.

So thats the news. I'm really considering moving back to Streamwood. There is pros andd cons to it. I'm gonna talk to my mom and dad about it. I'll post what im gonna do when I know myself. My dad would denfently let me move with him. He's getting a apartment somewhere.

<3 Hannah

current mood:

irritated

Tuesday, February 8th, 2005

4:37 pm

Hello

Yeah I basically have a new sister! Well I talked about her before her name is Jody, Jody is related to my friend Ashley. Last Saturday I went to this concert where local bands play and stuff. Ashelys dad picked us up at like 10 because they couldn't find Jody so they dropped me off and I told my sister how he was saying he was a good father and all this other bullshit and we were scared for Jody. We knew that once he found her with her boyfriend he was gonna beat the shit out of her again. Yes he beats her really badly. So we called her phone and we heard screaming in the background, Then Jody's boyfriend came over. He told us that he was walking her home and her dad came and threw Jody in the truck then he threw Zach(the boyfriend) against the truck, he raised his fist but Jody kicked the door open so the dad went over Jody he bashed her head in the wheel and was punching her. So he ran to my house and my mom called the police. So when Jody got home her dad choked her and punched her and kicked her. She ius bruised so badly. So she is getting a no contact order against him. and she is gonna be living with us for 4 months or something like that.

On another note I think I'm going to kill this stupid bitch Cassie. Okay she was going out with Aaron before then he broke up with , he asked me out then we kissed. She started this shit with me last Monday, so i confronted her she denys everything and said is she had anything to say to me she would say it to my face. Okay fine I decided to ignore her. At the concert thing on Saturday Kyle, and a whole bunch of people were telling me how she was calling me a whore and she was gonna beat the shit out of me. Kyle told me that when she said this that he told her to shut the fuck up and she didn't know me. so I was glad he stuck up for me. I swear if she says one thing to me or trys to talk to me im going to punch her and I'm not kidding.

I want so badly to come to Streamwood, so I'm gonna try to talk my mom into letting me go
<3 Hannah

current mood:

tired

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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005

9:35 pm - NIGGER CONTANER

whats crack-a-lackin???

Today was interesting. First I broke up with Aaron and he was saying how he really liked me and all this shit it was annoying. Then Ashley was talking to Kyle and shes like " so you think Hannah is hot right?" and supposedly he said yeah I think she is really hot, and he also said he regrets breaking up with me. I was glad she asked him that, because I think I'm starting to like him again.

OUCH!!!! I was running from my sister in the hallway and I tripped on a cookie jar, it was in the fucking middle of the goddamn hallway!!! Anywho I tripped on it and I hit my head on the door and slamed my elbow in the fucking wall and it hurt sooooo bad. Yet I laughed my ass off. So I pissed and threw a candle at my sister which missed her and hit her boyfriend, it was great.

Tomorrow is gonna be awsome as fuck, My cool friend Grubb(Randy)is buying a 25 sack and he and Kyle and maybe Aaron are gonna comeover. I don't feel comfortable around him any more though. So i try to stay away from him.\

I want to come to Streamwood so badly it sucks. I want to see everyone and smell the streamwood air. When I do come I'm going to come on a Friday and pick up kt at Canton and see everyone too! Yeah I planned it and everything. Our "Spring break" is like four days.:(:(:(

"She'd fuck you just for the taste"

<3 hannah (It's a super long entry)

current mood:

hyper

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Sunday, January 30th, 2005

7:01 pm - Don't roll your eyes at me or i'll roll your head off!!!

Godamn!

Today sucked.

I'm still really confused about what happened last night. Well it all started off by a whole bunch of people coming over first Emma's friends then my new group of friends came over and smoked up in my garage. They wanted to by Ever clear and some other "alcohol beverages". So they got it and they drank in my basement, everyone was ripped, I didn't have any. So people were throwing up everywhere on my porch and in the basement it was fucked up. Then one of my friends Aaron broke up with his girlfriend to go out with me and I said yes, but I really regret that. I don't want a boyfriend or any of that shit. I just want to have fun( I'm not meaning that in a whore-ish way) So Ashley, Jake, and Aaron slept over at my house. At the moment it seemed right but I just don't know anymore. So i've been cleaning my house all day. This dude named Jordy one of Kyles friends told me that kyle thought I was was hot and that he kinda liked me. Now i'm thinking this is really fucked up. Kyle was supposed to stay the night over at my house to but he got up and walked home and he was trashed.Then kyle's mom called my house at 2 in the morning saying Kyle never made it home.

<3 Mary-Ann :D:D:D:D:D

current mood:

confused

Sunday, January 23rd, 2005

9:05 pm

Bad news. I'm not coming to Streamwood in February like i thought I was. Instead my mom is going to minasota to see my uncle, he is getting a divorce so she wants to see him. Which sucks because I really wanted to see you guys. Not a lot has been happening these days. We didn't have school Friday and were not having it either this Friday. Uh thats about it. current mood: annoyed
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Sunday, January 16th, 2005

2:21 am

bitch

Today I did nothing really. I woke up and watched puppet Master which is a extremly old movie, it so gya but thats why it is sooo funny. Then I played video games. I'm trying to finish Kingdom Hearys so I can start the 2nd one but now I have to start all over which sucks. Everyone (meaning all the people that were at my house) was making out and shit with there boyfriend or girlfriend. It sucked balls.

Yesterday I was puring hot wax all over me it burned like a motha fucka. Sfter that I just laid in my bed put on music and lit candles it was very nice..lol Damn I have nothing good to say because nothing ever happens.
Bye

current mood:

okay

Wednesday, January 12th, 2005

5:15 pm - BEST NEWS EVER!!!!!!!!

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!
My mommy and ugly mexican man are getting a divorce :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D x's 457349067 billion. This is sooo cool <3 So my dad is most likely moving back to Streamwood by May or something and I can use him to go to Streamwood and see you all.. except I wouldn't be seeing him, oh well.

Other then that nothing great has happened... Uh we had a snow day Tuesday and last night I didn't go to bed until like 4 in the morning so my mom let my stay home. I played Monopoly with my older brother and he whipped my ass, I thought I was good at that game. He had like three whole sides of hotels and shit.

My mom made cookies...lol they were tasty. Yeah so far we've had 5 snowdays and it will suck if school is held by my birthday. We're probably gonna not have school tomorrow either since it's raining. Otherwise it's been very boring.

Bye bye my fellow lovers

HAHAHA that green star dude looks so cool with those glasses :D

current mood:

satisfied

Thursday, January 6th, 2005

4:02 pm

HELLLLO

I'm sooo bored it isn't even funny:(. Yeah this whole week we didn't have school so instead I did absolutely nothing except eat.. I'm getting a little chubby now:( My dad didn't come home last night after work since the roads were so bad I was hoping he drove off a bridge and died, but nope he stayed in Pella somewhere. One of Emma's friends said he'd kill me dad for 1000 dollars. If only i had 1000 bucks.

Any who I have 94 pieces of gum!!! its all winterfresh. I love spearmint and all but it loses its minty taste to fast. I finished my journal (notebook). :D everytime i try to write in a notebook I always forget. This is how bored I am talking about gum and my filled up journal. I love hot pockets, kt got me into them but she always ate the ones with sausage i like the ones with cheese.

I'm pathetic I have no friends this whole break I have done nothing with no one and my sister always had her friends over and had fun while I was bored as fuck. I'm sick of being the tag along because whenever emma's friends are over he feels bad that I don't have any so I tag along with her. Its so frustrating. I wish the kids at my school could see what its like to be alone. They are so stubborn and don't give anyone a chance. Now I know whats its like and i feel bad if I didnt welcome the new kids in my "group" or introduce them to my friends.

I need a name for my hamster.... I might name her Corey Taylor but I'm not sure. If you have a name for a cute but smelly hamster please tell me. P.S kt my hamster eats the corn and seeds :D

peace motha fuckas

current mood:

lonely

Saturday, January 1st, 2005

4:58 pm - BORED!@@#$@#%@@!!!

God damn my whole break sucked ass. All I did was sit home and ate food, yeah it sounds good but my god there was absolutely nothing to do. Ashley slept over two nights and it was fun we walked around knoxville wearing skirts and was wearing fishnets. Some dudes called me a corner whore, and asked me how much i charged i told him to much for him.

New years I went to youth group for like 30 minutes and left and walked home, it was gay there was like a billion 10 year olds there.Some retarded bitch named cassie sent some chick over by me and asked why i judge people... So I do told the chick if she wants to talk to me to come to me and stop sending people over and if she wanted to talk she should come herself. She never did come by me. I never judge people. The girl who said this to me is one of the girls who sit there and say "I wish all the preps would die, they are so stuck up" ,I'm the only one that doesn't judge them. Then some other chick who waves to me( She's Kyle ex-girlfriend and now she is justins girlfriend) She asked Ashley to ask me if i was mad at her, which is gay since i don't even know the chick.

Bye bye
Hannah <3's you!

current mood:

bored

Thursday, December 23rd, 2004

9:52 pm

I hate god... He does nothing but ruin my life. Me and Kyle are now broken up he said it wasnt working out, and im always mad or sad. I thought I was happy around him. I really liked him like a lot I don't understand.

So nothing happened and I most likely wont be updating because nothing will happen. I've decided to devote my life to sitting in my room and being anti-soical.

<3 Hannah... have a merry fucking christmas

current mood:

depressed

Monday, December 20th, 2004

6:11 pm

I'm sorry I couldn't come. I really wanted to see you guys but my dad said I couldn't go and I would only be there for one night.

So instead of going to Streamwood I sat at my house all weekend and nothing really happened. I stayed home today and cleaned, yeah i didn't have to go to that gay school. Saturday Ashley came over and we orded pizza hut so we had the whole house to ourselfs and she invited her boyfriend over :/... you can guess what they were doing so i went in the other room and watched t.v. When my sister came home we went to Jodi's and walked in her and her boyfriend naked in the bed. So they sent us to walmart to buy condoms and whip cream. Some how I found two condoms in my jacket and i blew one up and we were playing volleyball with it!!! It was fun till all that shit got on our hands and Ashley's kitty popped it.

I hope the rest of the week is more exciting lately its been kinda boring. Hopefully I can hang out Kyle more these days.

Im gonna go eat some chicken... <3 Bye bye i love you all soooo much

current mood:

disappointed

Monday, December 13th, 2004

10:09 pm

I was just in Des Moines with my mom. We went to the mall and she got me the cutest underwear with jack on them( i'll have to model them for you) j/k. She also got me a very very cute skirt though I cant wear it anytime soon since it's so cold. I got a coat. Uhh i think thats it.

Saturday was soooo fun. First I went to my guitar lesson and my mom bought me a new amp and she bought my sister a guitar so me and emma will take lessons together. Around 6 we went driving around with Jodi, Brian, Adam, Pat, Ashley and Lewie. Everyone was drinking vodka and shit like that. Everyone was hanging out with each other. Ashley and Lewie were making out in the back of the car were I happened to be sitting,I felt bad because everyone was having fun especially ashley and lewie and i had no one and i REALLY wanted Kyle there So that part sucked. Then around 9 we went back to my house and kyle came over! He drank a lot. from 9 to 12 I was with Kyle. He is soooo hot i'm so lucky to have him. So I had fun.

School sucks so badly. All my teachers hate me especially my last two teachers since i ditched. My gym teacher even told me she didn't like me. I cannot wait until winter break but you guys get out the 17th while we get out the 22nd.

I'm coming Saturday around 6-ish and im leaving Monday around noon so i need to see everyone. Kt i got you something for christmas, I think you'll like it.

<3 you all sooo much I cant wait to see you.

current mood:

hyper

Wednesday, December 8th, 2004

3:42 pm

Hi!
I didn't have to go to school today! Mainly because i had to do a report on Chernobyl and Three Mile Island and I didn't finish so my mom let me stay home. So all day i have been cleaning my house, which sucked. For the past week i had this nasty chicken in my "office" and some noodles and i didn't clean it until today. Ew there was fungus in my hot chocolate and in my noodles. That probably why it smelled so gross. So my house/room/bathroom/ and my office is all nice looking.

Yes, things are getting better these days.Kyle and I talked so i feel better and like so much weight is off my shoulders. I relize i don't need a lot of friends. So im not talking to Ashley and I don't plan to anytime soon.This girl Laurie came up to me like a few days ago and was like " Hannah I love how you dont can what people think about you.. and you dont go along with the crowd . You say what you think and i really adore that about you". so I felt good!

It was funny yesterday Kyle came on the bus to sit with me and he was like" god all my friends like you" and i was like who? and he said dallas. It was funny i was like he can't he's my cousin. It was great.

Here is a fact that i think is funny: If you give a guy head 2 time a week( you have to swallow) it decreases the chances of you getting breast cancer!

Bye My love's <3

current mood:

happy

Sunday, December 5th, 2004

3:18 pm

Lets see.. Friday i was grouded so I didn't do anything. Kyle came over for an hour but he went to Randys house. Uh Saturday my mom said i was off grouding so I went working out with Emma for an hour, cleaned my house, and took a shower. By then Jodi and and Derrek came over and they wanted to walk around so I was going to go walking around with them.Then Ashley called me and wanted to know if i wanted to meet her up and the video store so I walked down there and met her. It was her Mytaya, and Alica. okay well Mytaya is the biggest whore in Knoxville last Wednesday she went over to Alica's house and supposedly got drunk invited two guys over one was Randy, and she let him finger her and she gave him head. So ever since then me and Ashley didn't like her and so when i meet them up and the video store i was supprised to see her. So i talked to Ashley privitly and asked her why she was there and she said she liked her and i told ashley that mytaya can fuck herself. and ashley got all offended. so she had me walk to the video store and then whole time she ignored me. I got all upset because someone that i met here that i really liked and i could relate to fucked me over like that. So now the only really people i have is kyle and Randy. On top of that when me Emma and Derrek were driving around and we saw Kyle and little Justin walking around so we picked them up and hung out at my house. Kyle was ignoring me, he was high so it might have to do with that. But Derrek's girlfriend dumped him for no reason. Saturday sucked for everyone here. I feel so useless. I think i'll be back to the old me, depressed.Like a couple of weeks ago i was so depressed for awhile then i meet kyle and i was so happy but now i think he will dump me. I might just being assuming this from last night, i dont know im just so confused. As for my family, we all hate each other. We get in like 10 fights a day. I hope everything clears up and im happy again.:(
- Hannah

current mood:

confused